I’ve always had trouble with mirrors. Mostly because I have never liked the way I look. That happens when you have body dysmorphic disorder and eating disorders. It is harder since I am in the wrong body.
Here is what I am supposed to look like:
instead I woke up in a scarred, heavily tattooed, stretched out, flabby, disfigured body looking like this:
Different hair, no piercings, more tattoos, just a totally different body. One that is unrecognizable to me in the mirror. I tried putting a lot of my piercings back in, or getting stuff re-pierced so that I would look normal, but that did not work either. So I decided if I can’t look like I remember, than I should look totally new.
I love my new hair. I’m learning to deal with this body.
Oh and here is a picture of Sadness
and a picture of Kiddie if you were wondering.